Although you never see or compete with the horrors of war experience, you are a human and human to know great turmoil and conflict. Often it is within you, and feelings inside of you take your toll, especially if you can try to suppress them. You have known such sorrow in the past. You make yourself vulnerable and in has been opened for your loss. This is your armour and go into your shell of fear and love of others to divert the attention of repeated damage.
It is time to put down the shield, Soldier.
Sade - Soldier Of Love